A Little Note About My Own Feeling After The Darwin Trip

Just got back from Darwin few days ago~ It was a mixed feeling trip actually.. Went there with Mr Dunhill Red, just followed him for a working trip~ It was actually just a 3days 2nights trip. According to Mr Dunhill Red that this trip was my anniversary gift since I never been to Darwin before and it was near to our 2years anniversary. So, he actually bought my flight ticket and brought me there.

After back from the trip, a lot of people actually asked me... "How was your trip?".. "How's Darwin?".. And my answer is always... "Darwin is a city that full of crocodile? Erm.. No time to really visit the whole Darwin. But i guess I prefer Brisbane and Melbourne more :p "

Yupp~ This trip was just a relaxing trip for me. Went there to grab some vitamins back for daddy and mummy as the supplements there are selling cheap with good quality which everybody knows it. Other than that, we were just wondering around at the city there... see sunset... do a little bit of sight-seeing at the city area... and not to forget my another mission.. do some grocceries shopping  for my stock :p

Why I said that it was a mixed feeling trip for me. Maybe it was just because I was under too much stress recently~ miss flying too much... This trip actually caused me to miss flying life more. The moment when I stepped into KLIA until the whole trip ended.. There were too much of the memories flowing out..  Seeing Mr. Dunhill Red's set crews which are also my ex colleagues, my friends... Feel happy to join them for that 3days trip yet feel sad that I can never don that kebaya anymore... Sigh.. Maybe I should have just keep myself looking forward.. Furthermore, we were having some little arguments during the trip~ Plus, some negative things regarding our relationship that I have heard from friend after back from the trip. It's making me feel more sad... I am just slowing losing out my self-confidence....

I am seriously feeling lost now.... :(