Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, October 13, 2014

Decision

Back to fly for almost 10months.. 2more months to go then contract going to end soon. Just realised that never even update my blog for months. 

For the past few months, flew to few new places. Just love my job so much.. However, kinda in a lost situation right now. Do not know what is the best for myself actually… Met a passenger last week who seated in business class. Felt so surprise that he was the only one who can read me well. According to him that I’m actually running away from my responsibility towards my family. What he had commented on me is true. And i felt so touch that he was actually giving me some useful advices on how to sustain a business. 

Liked what he said, maybe God maybe sent him over to pass a message and definitely i will remember our conversation forever. 

“Girl~ Please think about our conversation today. Remember 3 things: language, management skill, money management. Just master these 3 skills, you can handle one company well. And don’t waste your time here anymore.” 

What should i do? In the progress of asking company to give me full time position to fly, yet this passenger approached me and gave me such advice. To be honest, it does affect me. Flying is always what i love and enjoy to do, but family business is what i need and have to do. 

2more months….. Time flies fast… Should i stay or leave?

Friday, November 15, 2013

A Little Note About My Own Feeling After The Darwin Trip



Just got back from Darwin few days ago~ It was a mixed feeling trip actually.. Went there with Mr Dunhill Red, just followed him for a working trip~ It was actually just a 3days 2nights trip. According to Mr Dunhill Red that this trip was my anniversary gift since I never been to Darwin before and it was near to our 2years anniversary. So, he actually bought my flight ticket and brought me there.

After back from the trip, a lot of people actually asked me... "How was your trip?".. "How's Darwin?".. And my answer is always... "Darwin is a city that full of crocodile? Erm.. No time to really visit the whole Darwin. But i guess I prefer Brisbane and Melbourne more :p "

Yupp~ This trip was just a relaxing trip for me. Went there to grab some vitamins back for daddy and mummy as the supplements there are selling cheap with good quality which everybody knows it. Other than that, we were just wondering around at the city there... see sunset... do a little bit of sight-seeing at the city area... and not to forget my another mission.. do some grocceries shopping  for my stock :p

Why I said that it was a mixed feeling trip for me. Maybe it was just because I was under too much stress recently~ miss flying too much... This trip actually caused me to miss flying life more. The moment when I stepped into KLIA until the whole trip ended.. There were too much of the memories flowing out..  Seeing Mr. Dunhill Red's set crews which are also my ex colleagues, my friends... Feel happy to join them for that 3days trip yet feel sad that I can never don that kebaya anymore... Sigh.. Maybe I should have just keep myself looking forward.. Furthermore, we were having some little arguments during the trip~ Plus, some negative things regarding our relationship that I have heard from friend after back from the trip. It's making me feel more sad... I am just slowing losing out my self-confidence....


I am seriously feeling lost now.... :(


Friday, August 30, 2013

Haha! I Got My Post Back~

Thanks to Google! I got my post back... Phew~ Thought photo is gone, post is gone... Left only the memory in my head... Who knows after I searched thru google, got everything back just in a minute ^^V

How? Google it please~~~ :p

Oh no!!!!!!! I accidentally deleted one of the post

Oh my goodness!!!!! I accidentally deleted one of my post that I wrote about the experience of my luxury body check up in Palace of The Golden Horses. Grrrrrrr~~~~ So pissed~ It was all because of my itchy finger~~~~~ With all the photo deleted in my handphone and now I only left the only one photo in Facebook... Can't even rewrite again... >.<"


Sigh~~~~~ Sigh~~~~~ Sometimes, it is all fated..... T-T Careless me *palm on the forehead*

Monday, August 5, 2013

A Lovely Sunday

This month church's topic is all about family. Today's main topic is about husband & wife~

Mr Dunhill Red was thinking about MC today's flight. But as usual... he chose to go to work~ A good character of him, unlike me~ Lazy >.< Without him, today in church... Seeing a lot of husband & wife requested by father to stand up, hold hands and receive blessings, including daddy and mummy~ It was a blessed sunday~ Although daddy jokingly said that it's so boring to see mummy everyday, somemore want to hold hand now.. But, I can see how sweet they are from their smiley face~


After received the blessings from father, each married couple received a small gift from the church... And together sang a song - "Love".. I just realised that I knew this song long long time ago since I was a child. But how many times I actually try to understand what does the song means. And how many person can actually understand the real meaning of love. Indeed, it is a really meaningful song...


Today, I've seen people who are happy and people who are sad. When father requested all the married couple to stand up to receive blessing, I saw one aunty together with her son in front of me. They were crying due to the husband/father just passed away because of cancer. It was really touched my heart.. Cherish the person who around you while you still can... Cherish the present~ 

Although Mr Dunhill Red was not here with me in the church... But, I heard you Lord.. Marriage that blessed by you will always be a successful marriage in life~



Saturday, August 3, 2013

Sharing: A story of a flight attendant

Read this story from one of the friend's page... It is about the story of a flight attendant~ Indeed, when I was still flying, seen a lot of things happened just similar to these stories. Yet, it depends on how the crews react and how's the crew choose to be~ I always say that flight attendant is a blessing job~ Whatever passengers need, crew offers~ Yes, crews are paid to do all these. But sometimes, when comes to the old people as in this story, the extra things that the crew do is not because they are pay to do this. It is just because in crew's mind, thinking that what if their parents travel and meet the same situation. Of course, they want their parents to travel happily as well. So, crew treats everybody just like their own parents or siblings~ Do it based on their own goodwill and sincerity.

After read this story, I realised that I almost forgot the thought that in my heart when I just started to fly. Flight attendant is a blessing job~ And how happy I am everytimes I managed to help those people who needed help~ And the faces that showing so much appreciation towards my helped~ If I ever have the second chance to fly again, I will be more happy to do so, not because of the money. It is simply just because of the fact of flight attendant is a blessing job~ 


一位空服員的故事

那是一班台北飛往紐約的班機,飛機起飛沒 多久,一位老先生忽然大小便失禁了 !他的 家人既窘迫又嫌惡的叫他到洗手間自行處 理,老先生猶豫了一下,一個人慢慢走向機 尾的洗手間。可是當老先生走出了洗手間, 卻怎麼也記不得自己的座位在哪兒,八十幾 歲的人竟急得在走道上大哭了起來。

空服員前來協助,發現他身上臭不可當,原 來老先生不清楚廁所內衛生紙擺放的位置, 就隨手塗得一身都是,那間廁所當然也被他 使用得慘不忍睹。將他帶回到座位後,周遭 的客人開始紛紛抱怨老先生身上的臭味,實 在難以忍受。 空服員只好詢問他的家人是否有衣物可供老 先生更換,其家人卻表示隨身行李都在貨艙 中的行李箱內,所以沒有衣服讓他更換。 他的家人並且告訴空服員:「今天飛機又沒 滿,將他換到最後一排的位子就好了嘛!」 確實,機上最後幾排的座位是空著的,所以 空服員便依客人的意思照辦了,並且將方才 那間廁所鎖起來以免有其他乘客誤入。

於是,老先生便一個人坐在最後一排的位子 上,望著自己的餐盤,低著頭,不斷的用手 擦眼淚。可是誰知道,一個多小時後,他已 換好了衣服,乾乾淨淨、笑容滿面的回到原 來的座位,桌上還放上了一份全新的、熱騰 騰的晚餐。 大家相互詢問,原來是我那位好友犧牲自己 的用餐時間,將老先生用濕布和濕紙巾一點 一點的擦洗乾淨,還向機長借了套便服讓老 先生換上,更將那間沒人敢進的廁所完全打 掃乾淨,噴上了她自己的香水。

同事們笑罵她笨,這樣幫忙絕對不會有人記 得,也不會有人感謝,既吃力又不討好。

她卻只是輕描淡寫的回答:「飛行時間還有 十幾個小時,若換成我是那位老 先生,我也 會很難受,誰會希望旅行一開始就變成這 樣?再說,平均三十幾位客人用一間廁所, 少了一間就差很多,所以我不只是幫助 那位 老 先生,也是在服務其他的客人啊!」

聽完這件事,我為自己面對工作時的態度感 到慚愧,想起她以前對我說過: 「妳知道古時候最有福報的工作是什麼嗎? 是擺渡的人。因為他們把人們從一個地方, 平平安安的送到另一個地方,不論之後等著 那些人們的是好事或是悲傷,能平安到達, 才能有一個好的開始。所以我覺得自己現在 能從事服務業,真是一種福氣,能有這樣的 好福氣當然要珍惜,而珍惜這福氣最好的方 法,就是把它分給別人!」 當我還把服務業只是當服務業,原來早已有 人把它當成慈善業一般設想,那麼努力把平 安舒適送到他人心裡。

幾天後從泰國回台北的班機上,晚餐時間有 一位老阿媽的餐點竟連一口都沒有動,我上 前詢問她是否餐點不合胃口,還是她的身體 不舒服。 老阿媽很不好意思、小小聲的說:「其實我 正想請妳幫忙,這是我第一次坐飛機,所以 希望將飛機上的餐點 帶回去給孫子吃吃 看,因為我孫子也沒有坐過飛機。」 我笑著對她說:「沒關係,這份您先吃,我 待會兒再打包一份讓您帶回去給孫子。」 老阿媽聽了,瞪大著眼睛一邊謝我,一邊非 常開心的立刻動起筷子來。 回到廚房後我將自己的那份晚餐打包,用袋 子裝好,學妹在一旁不解的問我:「學姊, 今天回程全滿,機餐連一份都沒有多,妳幹 嘛還拿自己的那份給她?」 我的回答是:「我年輕,還可以餓一下肚 子,下了班回家再順道買點消夜吃就好了, 老人家可就不行了!」其實,我心裡想的 是:如果這位老太太往後沒有機會再出國了 呢?

她也許只是我服務過幾千名客人中的一位, 但卻是她第一趟出國的旅程,如果她此次旅 程的回憶都是美好的,我更不應該扮演之中 唯一的缺憾,不是嗎?

服務業真的是一份很有福氣的工作,因為除 了商品外,我們還能販賣「好心情」。 現在我常常想,今天的我可以為我的工作及 身旁的人做到什麼程度?設想到什麼地步 呢?今天我要扮演讓他們心情平穩開心的菩 薩,還是謀殺他們笑臉的惡魔? 工作是如此,生活也是如此,今天也好,明 天也是,我的選擇是「惜福」!

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Got My New Toy - MacBook Air 2013


Still remember I kiasu and bought the casing and a sleeve case from the Machines Clearance before I even owned a MacBook?

A day before I went to Japan, I was so happened to see a post from Machines Facebook fan page stated that MacBook Air 2013 stock is in. And it was posted at 45mins ago~ So, my kiasu sickness came back again~ Rushed Mr Dunhill Red and asked him to fetch me to Mid Valley just to get my this new toy back...

So, yeah~ Again, my kiasu attitude helped me to get this toy back~ hahahaha! No regret buying this.... Really nice to use with a real good battery life ^^ It's the best lappy that I ever had <3 Strongly recommend it~

Thursday, June 27, 2013

My 3rd Time Of Blood Donation Experience

I always believe that you will get something good in return if you always do good deeds...Why I said so?

It happened on last week... After attending the mass in the church, I heard that there was a blood donation campaign in the church due to the Puasa Month is coming ( That was the reason for that campaign. Puasa month = more blood needed? Confused O.o ) So, of course I was the first one to say "yes" to this campaign due to I've been looking for the blood donation campaign to donate my blood. But, it always not at the right timing when I found it. So, this time... Everything was just so right! 

I went for it..... Was waited there for about 30mins due to they were having their lunch... I was a little bit hungry too. But was thinking that maybe I was just nervous.. Finally I did my blood donation after 30mins. 


Everything went smoothly... No dizzy, nothing... Just felt hungry... Compared to the last two times I donated my blood, I got 100plus instead of milo.. Together with some biscuits, of course... So, I had it all... Then drive to Mid Valley with my grandma and cousin sister... We went to Restaurant Flying Chillies to have my all time favorite food - Thai food. Once ordered the food, my stomach was feeling so pain. Rushed into the toilet.... Once came out from the toilet, I was feeling so dizzy and just squat at the side there... Seriously, nobody bothered about me. How sad right? Until I can blurry see a chinese aunty walked passed. So, I called her and asked her that whether she got sweet with her or not. She said no then started to feel worry. Then, she asked another malay aunty. And Thank God! This malay aunty gave me some mint chewing gums and it freshen my mind. Immediately I felt better! 

That's explained do good deeds will get something good in return. I was thinking that maybe I donated my blood to people who need it and now the malay aunty helped me. Thank her so much for the help. Although it was just 3 mint chewing gums. But honestly, if without this 3chewing gums, I guess... instead of enjoying my thai food at the restaurant, I will be at the hospital and having the salt water hanging at the side ^^"

Monday, June 24, 2013

Sharing: An Amazing thought of A Provoking Painting "Beijing 2008" by Chinese-Canadian Artist Liu Yi.

Read this somewhere on the internet.. I am not a political person but found it very interesting. If you finish reading the whole article, just can't be deny that a picture can really worth a thousand words... This is one of the example for this saying - "A Picture Worth A Thousand Words". 


The woman with the tattoos on her back is China. On the left, focused intensely on the game, is Japan. The one with the shirt and head cocked to the side is America. Lying provocatively on the floor is Russia. And the little girl standing to the side is Taiwan.

This painting, named “Beijing 2008”, has been the subject of much discussion in the west as well as on the internet. What’s interesting is that this painting is called “Beijing 2008”, yet it depicts four women playing mahjong, and conceals a wealth of meaning within…

China’s visible set of tiles “East Wind” has a dual meaning. First, it signifies China’s revival as a world power. Second, it signifies the military might and weaponry that China possesses has already been placed on the table. On one hand, China appears to be in a good position, but we cannot see the rest of her hand. Additionally, she is also handling some hidden tiles below the table.

America looks confident, but is glancing at Taiwan, trying to read something off of Taiwan’s expression, and at the same time seems to be hinting something at Taiwan.

Russia appears to be disinterested in the game, but this is far from the truth. One foot hooks coyly at America, while her hand passes a hidden tile to China, both countries can be said to be exchanging benefits in secret. Japan is all seriousness while staring at her own set of tiles, and is oblivious to the actions of the others in her self-focused state.

Taiwan wears a traditional red slip, symbolizing that she is the true heir of Chinese culture and civilization. In one hand she has a bowl of fruit, and in the other, a paring knife. Her expression as she stares at China is full of anger, sadness, and hatred, but to no avail; unless she enters the game, no matter who ends up as the victor, she is doomed to a fate of serving fruit.

Outside the riverbank is darkened by storm clouds, suggesting the high tension between the two nations is dangerously explosive. The painting hanging on the wall is also very meaningful; Mao’s face, but with Chiang Kai Shek’s bald head, and Sun Yat-Sen’s mustache.

The four women’s state of undress represent the situation in each country. China is naked on top, clothed with a skirt and underwear on the bottom. America wears a bra and a light jacket, but is naked on the bottom. Russia has only her underwear left. Japan has nothing left.

At first glance, America appears to be most composed and seems to be the best position, as all the others are in various states of nakedness. However, while America may look radiant, her vulnerability has already been exposed. China and Russia may look naked, yet their key private parts remain hidden.

If the stakes of this game is that the loser strips off a piece of clothing, then if China loses, she will be in the same state as Russia (similar to when the USSR dissolved). If America loses, she also ends up in the same state as Russia. If Russia loses, she loses all. Japan has already lost everything.

Russia seems to be a mere “filler” player, but in fact is exchanging tiles with China. The real “filler” player is Japan, for Japan has nothing more to lose, and if she loses just once more she is immediately out of the game. 

America may look like she is in the best position, but in fact is in a lot of danger, if she loses this round, she will give up her position as a world power. Russia is the most sinister, playing along with both sides, much like when China was de-occupied, she leaned towards the USSR and then towards America; as she did not have the ability to survive on her own, she had to weave between both sides in order to survive and develop.

There are too many of China’s tiles that we cannot see. Perhaps suggesting that China has several hidden aces? Additionally China is also exchanging tiles with Russia, while America can only guess from Taiwan’s expression of what actions have transpired between Russia and China. Japan on the other hand is completely oblivious, still focused solely on her own set of tiles.

Taiwan stares coldly at the game from aside. She sees everything that the players at the table are doing, she understands everything that is going on. But she doesn’t have the means or permission to join the game, she isn’t even given the right to speak. Even if she has a dearth of complaints, she cannot voice it to anyone, all she can do is to be a good page girl, and bring fresh fruit to the victor. 

The final victor lies between China and America, this much is apparent. But look closely; while America is capable, they are playing Chinese Mahjong, not Western Poker. Playing by the rules of China, how much chance at victory does America really have?

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Sharing: A day of a cabin crew's life



Found this video in youtube.. It's making me feel down after watched it. Just because I know how much I miss flying, especially the time when i was still with Malaysia Airlines. I guess I just miss the crew lifestyles, just liked what my friends been telling me. Anyway, just to share it here with people who love flying as I do. The routine works that this stewardess was introduced about is almost the same as other airlines. Only different is the working position for Cathy Pacific crew can get it thru the computer during sign-in for work; while most of the airlines (MH, SQ, AK, AAX...) are given only during briefing before flight.

Sigh.... Seriously, miss flying~ :(

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

一辈子的承诺

Just to share an article.... It touched my heart especially after what had just happened in my family..... I wish and pray to have this type of marriage......  Amen!

老婆婆和老公公的年纪老迈,老公公的身子一直很差,而老婆婆的身子却尚算壮健。因老公公身子问题,他俩并没子嗣,老婆婆却很害怕孤单,常常担忧老公公死后要独自面生活。老公公常捉弄老婆婆,叫老婆婆在他死后再寻找伴侣,这个玩笑,总令老婆婆感到心酸。

后来,他俩在一次行山时,老公公跌倒了,以后也不能步行,需要坐轮椅,手也不能再动了,所以连吃饭也要有人在旁喂吃。原本已受百种病魔折磨的老公公一下子情况就变得更糟糕,他每天都需要老婆婆喂他吃饭,甚至连大小二便也要老婆婆照顾。又没有什么亲人在身边,日子虽然难熬,可是他俩好像比以前更甜蜜。


直到有一天,老公公被证实患上癌症,现在,他除要克服生活的不便外,还要接受物理治疗和疾病带来的痛楚。
医生慎重地问老公公:『你要选择安乐死吗?』
老公公笑了笑回答:『不!我相信我能活下来的。』可能疾病初期带来的痛楚不大,但到後期,一个体弱的老人家还熬得下去吗?医生不禁忧心起来。老婆婆虽然大受打击,可是仍很乐意照顾老公公。但看著老公公的脸色一天比一天憔悴,苍白,老婆婆的心很酸很酸。

有一次,老婆婆认真地问老公公为什麽不接受医生的建议?
老公公回答:『因为我是男人吗!那可以选择像自杀似的安乐死!』
老婆婆微笑回答:『一个大男人,要妻子每天清理大小二便的,还在逞强呢!』其实老婆婆是十分高兴老公公没有选择离她而去。

又过了若干日子,老公公的情况已变得很坏很坏,老婆婆每天看见在床上抽搐的老公公比死更难受,便呜咽哭了起来,她竟亲口求老公公选择安乐死。老公公并没有回答,只是紧紧捉著老婆婆的手。医生护士都很惊讶,这老人家跟病魔对抗意志真的很顽强。大约他承受了很多吧!大家都不禁地想,到底什么使这个老人家那么坚持活下去呢?

大约在一个明媚的上午,老婆婆睡著了,再也唤不起来了。
葬礼上,老公公没有哭,护士把老公公推到老婆婆的面前,老婆婆静静地睡著了,老公公突然微笑了一下。护士很诧异,她冲口而出地对老公公说:『我们都以为你是因为不舍得老婆婆才那麽坚强地活下去呢!』
老公公又笑了一下回答:『你说得对呀,就是因为对她的不舍,才坚持活了下来,因为害怕看见她哭泣,因为害怕她因失去我而感到孤单。。』
老公公又接著说:『这妮子呀,我从和她结婚那天起便对自己许诺,一辈子都不让她哭泣的,大约她不知道吧,那次她看见我在床上卷曲,哭了起来,那时我的痛苦,比病魔对我的折磨还要难受。。白头到老嘛,我们做到了,遗憾的是,我始终令她为我哭过一次。。』护士在老公公的身后,扶著老公公的轮椅,眼泪不禁无声无色地掉下。

又过了一两天,老公公也睡著了,带著因受病魔折磨而变得苍白的脸,竟带著一丝慈祥的微笑。。。

结婚,是人生的必经阶段,是相恋的进化,是爱过的证明。老公公不止是用言语来许诺。他还用了一辈子的时间去证明,虽然他笑说他始终做不到,但我却认为他真的履行了婚姻的承诺。





Friday, May 18, 2012

When i was in Macau - Year 2012

Come to think of it.. Sometimes, i really don't understand that why does a man can be so religious but they can't even love their own parents like how they love GOD?

Just to share a real story that happened in me..

Few days ago, I went to a church procession for the Church feast day with my parents. During procession, i was fanning my dad from the starting of the procession until the end. While walking (it was almost reaching the church), there was one old lady came and asked me in Cantonese that when we gonna reach the church due to she feeling is tired already. So, i told her that we almost there. After that, she told me that i am such a good daughter. While walking, i can fan my parents non stop even though myself was sweating. Unlike her daughter (and she was pointing to the other side, showing me a lady who wearing red shirt with a green beg), she just walked and fanning herself without taking care of her. They were just like strangers to each other. After she told me these, she walked away already without letting me to say anything to her.

At that moment, i suddenly feel so sad. How can a daughter do this to her own parents?! No matter what the parents done, they are still your parents. Such a religious people shouldn't be treating the parents like this. It really a shame that the lady cant love her own parent liked how she loves GOD.

At that moment, i can see the sadness in the old lady's eyes and how much she wish that her daughter can treat her better like how i treat my parents. But she will never know.. i do all these not only because i love my parents so much. Another reason is also because my dad is sick and i am so worried about him of joining this procession. That is why outsider maybe wonder why i can be such a good stupid daughter to fan my parents only without fanning myself. But they will never know how my heart feels and how much i am worried for my dad.

My heart was feeling sad for the old lady by looking at her walked away. I would love to give her the paper on my hand in order to let her to fan herself. But i didn't. Alot of thoughts and feelings are running thru me after she talked to me, only i will understand, no one else....



Thursday, October 27, 2011

心痛的感觉

还有一个星期,我就要走进人生的另一个阶段了。。不知道我的决定是对的还是错的。。
刚刚看完了“夏日乐悠悠”这套戏,爱上了这套戏的主题曲。。听着听着。。有了心痛的感觉~
希望吧!我所要嫁的人会是对的选择。。