When i was in Macau - Year 2012

Come to think of it.. Sometimes, i really don't understand that why does a man can be so religious but they can't even love their own parents like how they love GOD?

Just to share a real story that happened in me..

Few days ago, I went to a church procession for the Church feast day with my parents. During procession, i was fanning my dad from the starting of the procession until the end. While walking (it was almost reaching the church), there was one old lady came and asked me in Cantonese that when we gonna reach the church due to she feeling is tired already. So, i told her that we almost there. After that, she told me that i am such a good daughter. While walking, i can fan my parents non stop even though myself was sweating. Unlike her daughter (and she was pointing to the other side, showing me a lady who wearing red shirt with a green beg), she just walked and fanning herself without taking care of her. They were just like strangers to each other. After she told me these, she walked away already without letting me to say anything to her.

At that moment, i suddenly feel so sad. How can a daughter do this to her own parents?! No matter what the parents done, they are still your parents. Such a religious people shouldn't be treating the parents like this. It really a shame that the lady cant love her own parent liked how she loves GOD.

At that moment, i can see the sadness in the old lady's eyes and how much she wish that her daughter can treat her better like how i treat my parents. But she will never know.. i do all these not only because i love my parents so much. Another reason is also because my dad is sick and i am so worried about him of joining this procession. That is why outsider maybe wonder why i can be such a good stupid daughter to fan my parents only without fanning myself. But they will never know how my heart feels and how much i am worried for my dad.

My heart was feeling sad for the old lady by looking at her walked away. I would love to give her the paper on my hand in order to let her to fan herself. But i didn't. Alot of thoughts and feelings are running thru me after she talked to me, only i will understand, no one else....